Feb. 27, 2024
Composer Highlight: Amadeus Julian Regucera
We premier Amadeus Regucera’s new work UNFEELING (She sketches out her dreams on his skin) as part of a concert Regucera co-curated with the ensemble. Information on the concert is available here.
UNFEELING is a Fromm Music Foundation Commission. Here Amadeus discusses their modular composition, “erotics” in performing, and time well-spent at the gym.
We asked you to co-curate a program around your commission. How did you put the various pieces together?
I composed UNFEELING as a modular piece: soloists or subgroups in the octet are given chunks of music which are cued to begin and they just “run.” Instead of note-for-note coordination, there are co-incidence and simultaneity. Textures and figures sometimes line up like they do in traditional chamber music and sometimes they just play against each other in streams of sound like in improvised music. I like this way of composing because of the fluidity and momentum that is easily/efficiently achieved with his technique. Also, it’s a lot of fun.
With modularity in mind, I suggested pieces for soloists and subgroups to round out the program. Stylistically, these pieces fit together insofar as I think there their sound-worlds are complementary and in some ways contrasting, UNFEELING included. Also, some of these composers are influences of mine and colleagues whose work I admire.
In UNFEELING (She sketches out her dreams on his skin.), you took the subtitle from Ann Quin’s novel Passages. How does reading and literature influence composing for you?
If I’m not working or at the gym, I’m probably reading. I’m fascinated and excited by the various different temporalities/times in narrative (and non-narrative) fiction: how time passes in a book’s plot, how time passes in a character’s mind, how long it takes me to read each paragraph and each page, how long I’ve been lying on the couch reading the book, how long it must’ve taken for the author to conceive and write the book. It’s kind of like composing music. You have to juggle all of these temporal situations: clock time, musical time, phenomenological time (it’s why I often sit with my eyes closed, imagine myself in the performance space, and run a stopwatch and metronome while I “perform” the music in my head). Also, reading is just a nice way to slow down and take a break from writing music.
You talk about the “erotics” of sound production in your music. Can you tell us a little more about that, especially in relation to UNFEELING?
This is a complicated question and I feel that my response changes every time I’m asked about “erotics.” “Erotics” is a way to describe the interaction and intersection of a lot different factors which then result in a kind of audio-visual “sensuousness” — it’s not sexual, though it may be suggestive, but always “physical.”
Often when composers talk about the “physicality” of a piece, they refer to either an abstract experience effected from the formal circumstances of a piece; or at other times, the physical movement of air via loud volumes into a space (like at in noise shows or at dance clubs). For me, “physicality” manifests when these two indices meet a third: the performers’ and instrumental bodies. The three aspects feed back into and onto one another, mapping onto each other which then creates an output that is experienced by the audience. There is a sensuousness between the touch or breath of a performer and their instrument that results in a sonic experience for the listener, also a kind of sensuous experience. Of course, this is not unique to my practice but it’s something that is at the center of it.
I worked closely with Wavefield Ensemble percussionist Dennis Sullivan when preparing this piece, writing for him and his specific way of dealing with and playing his instruments. When it finally came time for rehearsals, he remarked, “I am not so much playing your piece as it is HAPPENING TO ME.” The implication here is the feedback between score, instrument, and performance that I was speaking of: the “physicality” of a piece is a manifold and for me, somewhat brutal experience for everyone. The brutality is a stylistic choice; I grew up playing the drums in hardcore bands, listening to music loudly, making a lot of noise. I learned the piano repertoire but played it with without subtlety, pounding out each note to see how much sound I could get from the instrument. I also was a competitive distance swimmer from age 8 until 22, 6 hours in the pool per day. Physical endurance is entrained in my own body and there is a transference at play when I create a score. There are attendant questions of consent and trust when it comes to writing music like this, conversations that aren’t always the norm in contemporary music, but I try to address these early in dialogue with the performers or else adjust the score to address the performers’ concerns. Endurance, sensuousness, and brutality in my music will only be effective markers of “physicality” insofar as all participants and performers are willing to engage with them. Therefore, please wear earplugs when you listen to the piece in performance.
What do you like to do when you’re not composing?
If I’m not reading or watching a movie, I’m probably at the gym, and if I’m desperate, I’ll swim. I like to be in motion since work is often a sedentary activity. I’m not huge on the “outdoors,” so most of my hobbies tend to be inside :)
About Amadeus
Amadeus Julian Regucera (they/he) engages with the embodied and acoustical energy of sound and the erotics of its production through concert music, installation, performance art, and video. Their music has been commissioned and performed by musicians and ensembles such as Ensemble Linea, Alarm Will Sound, Ensemble Intercontemporain, EXAUDI vocal ensemble, San Francisco Contemporary Music Players, violinist Jennifer Koh, Splinter Reeds, the Left Coast Chamber Ensemble, Duo Cortona, Third Sound, and the University of California, Berkeley Symphony Orchestra. Over the last 15 years, Amadeus has also produced and commissioned work by countless musicians and artists and is currently Music Curator at the Curtis R. Priem Experimental Media and Performing Arts Center (EMPAC) at Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute. [amadeusregucera.com]